reming strikes again!

My fellow bicolanos may understand the way I state my post's title. I remembered the tragic scene brought by Reming way back November 2008 through Ondoy. I know it has nothing to do with my life coz I'm not affected by it but as I see the damages caused by Ondoy, a flash back of Reming reminded me of how difficult it was being in a situation where you are struggling for your life.



Likewise, overflowing water,mud,recked houses,separated households,and worst is -- lives taken away from people. We can't blame anyone for this tragic phenomena. It's nature. This just reminds us to save mother nature from depreciating. I may sound like an advocate here but it's true, let's try to save nature from being worst. I mean, we should let ourselves be the reason of stuff like flood,heavy rains, global warming,etc. If we will not make way to save it it will always be US who'll suffer the consequences. It is always us who will receive the dilemma once nature head back its revenge.

Anyway, I just had that side comment coz I an't really imagine how people from other part of Manila and other provinces suffer from Ondoy's force. While I am safe and sound, sleeping the whole weekend, folks were trying to save their way of living, their houses and most specially their lives.

Let me just tell you that I created this post 2 days -- 092809 & today 092909. I became lazy finishing this post yesterday coz of some reasons that I need to get off from using PC. Sometimes I'm like that -uhuh?not just sometimes,all the time-trying to leave things hanging. Anyway, atleast I somewhat changed coz I was able to finish this post.:)

why would i blog again?

I just decided a minute ago to post a topic again to this blog. I tried not to and I stopped before but now here I go again. One major reason is jub's blog, I dont know why but as I read those posts from poot I come to realize that its not good to blame a blog posts to ruin a plan. I don't know. When I had my biggest down fall way back June2009, I blame this stupid blog. If only this blog has history system on it, you may find out the reason but alas for coz it doesnt.

I'm working now in a call center. Some people say its good coz I earn more than a public employee could get. But for me? It's toxic. I just enjoy the feeling of having the job that other person is aiming, is wishing, to have and ofcourse the "bucks" that I get from it. I enjoy it but I always come to think that this is not what I dreamed. This is not what I longed or wished to have. This is not where should I be working at. This sucks and I get rid of those bull**** customers that are calling and calling you ridiculous.

I'm sorry to dissapoin you about the call center field. But its true. It's just a matter of having the courage to go to work every night and wearing those gadgets and converse with people you don't even know. But honestly speaking, I am enjoying it. I told myself that Ill be good at it. I told myself that I'm here coz I'm way different from other people. I'm here to discover new things that I'm not used to do before. I'm trying to live a more complicated independent life.

SO,why would I blog again? It's because blogging is now my bff. I don't have with me my friends. They're miles away. And even if I text or call them every day, I can't still express out what I feel every other day...every other hour or minute.Oh, I'm being too personal with this post. Don't worry, I'll try to post some interesting topics during my spare time.:)